just dont ask me why

8-7-07 was the wors day of my life!
i couldn't stop crying
i really fell down to a bottomless hole

STOP!

it's the past..
but even itu udah sekitar 6 bulan yang lalu,gue gak lupa dan gak akan pernah lupa tentang semua kejadian waktu itu cz it really made me so sad. i was just 14 years old girl in that time so i thought that everything was run out of my control!
gue belum bisa 100% lupa apa yang terjadi, it's like all the bad things ninggalin cap on the bottom of my heart
tapi seiring waktu dan seiring maaf yg dulu sering dikasih ke gue (gue gak tau itu tulus atau gak) walaupun sekarang gak pernah dy lontarin lagi,tapi sebenarya,udah gak ada rasa dendam atau apalah yg bersisa di gue.
it means, i have forgiven him already.
gue gak mau jadi orang berdosa!
gue gak mau masuk neraka gara-gara punya dendam kesumat sama seseorang
gue bener udah maafin,tapi gue gak punya cukup keberanian untuk ngomong
dendam,marah,kesel udah gak ada di gue,udah gue hapus
tapi gak tau deh bagi dy
yg tersisa di gue cuma keraguan
sorry,i always blame you
sorry to dont give you a chance
i dont know what to do, i really dont!
i just wanna say: happy 16!
and please,dont ask me whi i wrote this or why i gave you apologize or why i said happy 16.
it's all because i dont know..
i just want to live in peace
it's like something that i've told you

i dont want to have any enemy