i hate this situation

huh,lagi-lagi gue gak ngerti sama apa yg terjadi!
everytime i think something is just perfect,actually it's wrong!
huh,i dont know when the good this or at least the luck will come to me!
i always fall in this side,then get hurting and get pain
it's hard for me to get real friends
i think everything always will be alright and go on my way
but,actually it's not!
everything is just fake,full of lies!
what must i do?
i really don't know what to do
i'm trapped
i'm sad
i just wanna scream
why the problem just come and go
when it will be end,i don't know
please,God,hope all the bad things that happen will stop