my deepest confession

uh,i think i'm starting to doubt my ability,my ability to compete,to survive.
i've lost my confidence.
oh,my god,i'm trapped!
i'm afraid.
i lost myself..

however,i have to be optimistic!
if i can make it through on the 1st and 2nd semester,there's no reason for me to do not repeat my victory!
I CAN BE THE BEST!
I HAVE TO BE THE BEST,whatever the obstacles are or how difficult the road that i will pass
i believe that i will meet a very long and winding road,but i do pass it!
I can pass it!
And i believe it!
I do believe in myself that i can do my best with my bleeding struggle
I WILL BE THE BEST!